I love him. :D
he excites me when I see him and I can do nothing but smile. he lights up my day and is probably the only motivation I have for coming to school. he says the littlest things to brighten my day and it actually works. I believe him when he says “I love you more than you love me” which is rare because my past relationships hasn’t given me that much security. for me to actually write openly about him is a big jump from where I was before. personally, I wouldn’t mind growing old with a guy like him but that isn’t possible. its still fun to daydream though, i could imagine it. he sends a chill up my spine when I’m in his arms and he asks me am i okay to assure everything is alright. he doesn’t tell me “ily” out of habit or to start a conversation but as a reminder that theres nothing better to say, I tell him that as a reminder that hes the best things thats happened to me so far this year. I don’t know what it is but something about me believes that he is absolutely flawless and there couldn’t be anything better out there. when I look into his eyes, I constantly have to tell myself that he’s mine now and I have nothing to worry about. there are some days that I’m afraid I might lose him but then he comes along and pulls me close and that tells me everything is all right. I like the way he makes me feel; different from any other girl that happens to pass us by, different than any other girl that glances our way. its this feeling I get when I’m with him. my friends absolutely love this because they say I haven’t been this happy in a long time. i agree with them. theres just something there, that spark. <33
